Friday, April 30, 2010
Apparently, I'm sick due to the stupid sore-throat. Greg passed it to me. Thanks huh? Made me felt like shit yesterday, couldn't even concentrate well in class. All those tiny shivers made me feel really cold. So yup, I'm at home trying to recuperate. The sore-throat is gone, but I feel giddy. Staying at home isn't good, cause when you're alone you tend to think more. Especially when you're sick, you don't have anything else to do besides lying on your bed and think. So as usual, I began feeling very emo though.
Maybe I should follow the world to change or should I just stand here and by myself and watch the world change. What happen to all the righteousness? Doesn't anybody believe in the truth? Or is it just my fault for having more life? I wish G was here cause only he would understand this anguish feeling. Sigh, I feel disappointed but why he that doesn't understand? I always thought he understood things better, in the end its all being biassed. Whatever it is, I guess I just have to forget it. Or should I talk about it?
I don't know man. I want to turn back time. Turn back to December 2009. When I was still happily with G and class was good. I was just in my own world with him. Not that class isn't good now, but that class was really irreplaceable. I'm getting tired of myself thinking this way, feeling this way. God, is there really no way you can bring me out of this? Give me one week, without any problems. I think I wouldn't feel this way.
ACCEPTANCE 2:06 PM
